some type of love

You get emotionally involved with someone
Your feelings grow for them each passing day
You get caught up with your feelings and forget about those around you,
because all you want to do is be with that one person.
You spend most of your time with them
they become your close friend, possibly only friend.
Because you make them to be the center of your world,
you hold on to them tightly like its your dear life- because it is.
When the two of you argue, theres really no one to turn to
because your friends are long gone now.
you feel lonely so you pick up the phone to call them back
"baby im sorry, lets not fight. What do you want? i'll buy you anything because you deserve it" or
"Baby, i'm sorry, i'll fuck you like crazy tonight just please forgive me"....
just so the feeling of loneliness will subside.

They tell you one night, "baby, im going out with my friends..."
and then something inside of you triggers the 21 questions
"why? who are you going with? where are you going? whos going to be there? when are you going home? are you staying out late? what are you wearing? why do you have to dress up so nice? trying to impress someone? why can't you come over? then..can i come too? blah blah blah"after you take a deep breath your conscious starts to shake you.
"maybe hes really going to see a girl" "maybe shes really going out with a guy" "what if they find someone better" ... "what if they leave me!"you quickly pick up the phone in hopes that they havent left yet. "baby, don't go out tonight"..."i swear if you go out, i'll break up with you"...
now you have this feeling of rage inside of you- like you want to punch something to release the anger. This psycho feeling of obsession is driving you crazy and then you think to yourself..."awww, i'm in love!"

you think this is crazy, right?
but others think this is, in fact, love.