i'm never wrong & youre never right.

It’s always nice to take a few steps away from reality once in a while. Because those moments allow you to reflect on past and present situations where reality simply does not provide enough time for us to think through. The world seems to be always moving at a fast pace; with or without you, inconsiderately. But with the time and space that you seldomly have, its crazy what shit your head can help you realize.

All along thinking that i was something better, more than anything of what the past could offer... to realize that i'm just nothing better. I screwed up. To think that i always place others before myself to only realize that my actions were nothing but selfish. Carrying this notion that they should do this, make that, give this, and share that...is nothing but a princess-like characteristic that i delusionally thought i had the right to act upon. I was foolish. Nagging to subtract a few of their personal qualities, adding some of my personal favorites and multiplying them by 10.. is nothing but unreasonable & superficial. To think that all this time it was you who had to change, realizing now that its been me all along.

Through this whole ordeal, you've been willing. Nothing but striving to do your best as i sat there asking for more than what you were able to offer. You are your own being, and i forgot that everyone brings something different to the table. I'm sorry on my part.