Changes

I haven't been on this since i was in school. So many things have changed since the last time i've been on this. Time flies even faster when you're working.

Life seems to be throwing me curve balls on a weekly basis, testing my patience and my ability to keep myself sane and busy from all thats been happening. People say time will heal all, and as fast time is flying by, i sometimes feel like im stuck in one moment... just thinking about him, because within these 3 years, we've made memories, and friggen hell everything i see reminds me of him!

But as hard as it is now, I believe that everything happens for a reason. I know i'll be fine down the road. "Nobody said that it would be easy, they just said it would be worth it. And in the end what's meant to be will always find its way." Its just temporary pain, i tell myself.

All i want is for you to be happy, for us to be happy- with or without each other. Because we deserve it. It just sucks not being able to do anything with you, say anything to you... be anything with you.