what am i still doing here

Its steady on mind. I ask myself the same question each and everyday and i find myself scratching my head, lost, not knowing what to expect from this when i should at least have a slight idea of. I'm surrounded by those who already know, who already have set plans and here i am reflecting on what i have... and i see nothing further than tomorrow. I see what i want and it makes me uncomfortable when i'm around it, because i look at myself knowing that i don't quite have it... But the thing is, I should because if i don't feel it, what am i still doing here? I ask myself the same question each and everyday and i find myself scratching my head, lost.